This Is It: Coming Home to What We've Always Known
- Julian x
- Jul 28, 2025
- 3 min read

Something has been shifting in me these past 12 months. Not a rejection of what came before, but a deepening. A stripping away of the unnecessary layers we've added to simple truths. This feels like a watershed moment.
When we simplify it. When we sit in it and just be. Then the space fills with everything we know - not knew, but have always known.
I am spiritual energy in a human existence. Not one or the other. Both. But to blend them truly, I have to remove so much of the human conditioning. Strip away the bullshit until we can hear ourselves think.
This isn't about forming some cult or religious existence. It's about feeling, seeing, and being the truth. One breath at a time. One step at a time. One conscious choice at a time.
What I'm actually sick of: The pseudo-spiritual wellness crowd. Wine-soaked dieters talking about compassion but not opening doors. People who meditate to cleanse the shit they do every day. The manifestation merchants selling ego dressed as enlightenment. Everyone pretending, when only a fraction - and I mean a fraction - are actually all in.
The spiritual world did to meditation and mindfulness what the corporate world did to success - turned it into performance art. Made simple things complex so someone could sell the solution.
What I really do: I strip away the complexities of life, environment and dogma and let people start to work with their soul to feel real. Help people walk on grass barefoot and love it. Not as a metaphor. Actually. Because that's more revolutionary than any spiritual teaching.
It's simpler but deeper.
The less I add, the more I find. The less I explain, the more I understand. This is where I feel at home. Not in the complexity we've built around truth, but in the truth itself.
I'm successful and suffocating. Making good money but I'm funding the wrong life. I want to sell my house for an old place with land where I can walk barefoot and feel real. Not because I'm in crisis, but because I have a calling.
The truth under it all:
Mediumship isn't a special gift - it's our birthright to connect
Success isn't accumulation - it's feeling real when you wake up
Spirituality isn't performance - it's presence
Yoga's beautiful when it's about feeling your body, not performing
I believe in God, in divine intelligence. I believe in Jesus. The rest? Bullshit spun for control and power. I want community, togetherness, love, and trust instead.
Where I'm being led: I can't change the world, so I'm changing how I live, breathe, and be. Moving from messaging into truth, one step at a time. I want people to know they can and are. Not through another framework, but through seeing someone choose real over perfect.
When you stop trying to bridge spiritual and human, you realise they were never separate. The separation was the conditioning. We made being spiritual seem like ascending somewhere else. But it's just being fully here.
This is my next spiritual portal. Just like in 2014 when I came out of the spiritual closet, I'm walking through another doorway. Not because the last one was wrong, but because growth is a spiral. We come back to the same truths at deeper levels.
The space that opens when we stop filling it with noise fills itself. With knowing. With presence. With the remembering that was always there.
No cult. No religion. No new system. Just truth. Breathed. Walked. Lived. One conscious choice at a time.
This is where I am now. This is where I feel real. This is home. And it's simpler than we ever imagined. And deeper than we ever dreamed.
I want to live a life I feel real in, not a real life set by historical expectation.
Want to walk with me x
Julian










There has been much in my spirit world with mediumship and the need to be. Being judged for the color of one's skin and not the content of one's character as we walk in spirit in our human experience as we move forward in the presence of God's light. That's what I have been going through and the need to overcome. Here I go. Thanks Julian💚