About
The Journey Home:From Performance to Presence
25 years in corporate leadership. Elite sport. Success by every measure except the one that mattered - I couldn't breathe.
The Masks I Wore
Anxiety attacks in boardrooms. Hiding my mediumship abilities. Terrified someone would discover the real me. I was awakening but had nowhere to put it, no one to understand it.
In 2014, I took off the corporate mask. Came out as spiritual. Built courses, wrote books, taught 70,000+ students. Finally, I thought, I could help others navigate what I'd struggled with alone.
But I'd just switched costumes. Still performing. Still not home. Now I was spiritual but forgetting how to be human.
The Stripping Away
This past year, I've been peeling deeper layers:
The spiritual teacher who has answers
The enlightened one who's arrived
The special gift narrative
The complexity we add to simple truths
What's left? Just me. Human. Spiritual. Real. Still learning, still growing, still one choice away from old patterns. Understanding both the confusion of awakening and the challenge of staying grounded.
And that's enough. It's always been enough.
What I Know Now
We are spiritual beings having a human experience. But we've complicated both sides:
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Made spirituality into achievement
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Turned being human into something to fix
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Created false choices between earth and heaven
Some of us discover our spiritual nature and lose our human footing. Others master human life but feel spiritually empty. Both are searching for the same thing - wholeness.
The truth is simpler: We're both. Always have been.
My Work Today
I create spaces - physical and energetic - where you can:
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Strip away what was never yours
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Remember what always was
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Practice living as both/and, not either/or
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Find others walking this same path home
Whether you're newly awakening and need understanding, or deeply spiritual but struggling with daily life, you'll find real support here. No guru dynamics. No special powers. Just one human who's good at seeing through the layers, helping others see through theirs.
The Invitation Continues
Your conditioning is calling you to freedom.
Your noise is calling you to silence.
Your performance is calling you to presence.
Your confusion is calling you to clarity.
Your imbalance is calling you to center.
It's all calling you home.
Not to perfection. To the imperfect, perfect masterpiece you've always been.
Why I Do This
To inspire individuals to strip away the masks of performance and conditioning, so that they can courageously live as the imperfect, perfect masterpiece they've always been, fully integrated as spiritual and human beings.
This is my North Star. Every conversation, every session, every gathering serves, every meditation and every beat of music is on this purpose. Because I've worn the masks. I've performed both sides. And I know the freedom that comes from finally dropping them all.