The Flagship Book
Waking Up, Not Breaking Down.
The connection they tried to cut is still there. And it is yours.
Twenty thousand words. Eight chapters. Welsh landmark illustrations. The full teaching of Living Awake, in book form, Julian Jenkins.
A description, not a system.
This book is not a programme. It is not a sequence of steps that, if you do them in the right order with the right discipline, deliver you to enlightenment by Christmas. I have read many books that promise something like that, and I have noticed that the people who write them often do not seem any happier than the people who read them. I did not want to write that book.
What you have in your hands is something quieter. A description of seven small actions that, between them, make up the natural movement of a human being waking up to their own life. Not a method. A description. The actions are not new. They were here long before me, and they will be here long after.
THE CHAPTERS
Chapter One. You Are Not Breaking Down.
Chapter Two. Ask the Question.
Chapter Three. Let It Come Apart.
Chapter Four. Come Back to the Breath.
Chapter Five. Let the Trigger Be the Bell.
Chapter Six. Read the Energy, Choose Your Circle.
Chapter Seven. Sit in the Silence.
Chapter Eight. Come Home to Yourself.
Welsh ground in every page.
Each chapter opens with a Welsh landmark, illustrated in the same atmospheric register. Pen y Fan on the cover. Yr Wyddfa, Pentre Ifan, Tintern Abbey, Llyn y Fan Fach, Carreg Cennen, Bryn Celli Ddu, Cadair Idris, and Cardiff Castle inside. The land carries the teaching. So does the book.
If you can see yourself on this list, this book is for you.
- If you are newly awakening, and the question in your head sounds like "am I going mad", this book is for you.
- If you are spiritually exhausted, and you can sit for an hour but cannot face a Monday morning, this book is for you.
- If you have hidden this side of yourself at work for years, two phones, two lives, this book is for you.
- If you are tired of performing wisdom you are still learning, this book is for you.
- If you have spent years being told to choose between the spiritual and the human, the practical and the sacred, this book is for you.
What you get
- Twenty thousand word manuscript.
- Welsh landmark illustration on every chapter opener.
- PDF version, EPUB version, and print on demand option.
£14 ebook. £24 print.
Sample the book
“You are not breaking down. You are grieving the version of you you outgrew.”
That is the opening line. The first lesson of the path. Read the whole of Chapter One free.



